The Illusionist

Master manipulator
The queen illusionist
You only see, what she allows you to see
Mixs and matches her masterfully designed masks
To display at her grandest performances
What you see, is not what you get.
For she buries her secrets deep
Forbidden light to shine upon on those dark places she treasures so tight.
Distrustful
breathing, believing, living in the paranoia
That haunts her in her deepest sleep
Boardering on psycosis
She is her own enemy
Her only enemy
It dwells in her darkness she refuses to let light shine on
No one told that lil girl inside
You are a grown woman now
Cause she refuses to live her life
Without ever looking at her reflection in the mirror...

-DM

The Story of Her

"Birds always fly home"

I know
I'm not perfect
I know
your not perfect
I do know
Our love superseded the spiritual realm...

In this lifetime we will have learned love...
Played out our karma...
Learned our lesson...
And came to some very deep realizations...
I promise you
I will search the ends Of the earth for you In our nextlifetime together...
It's there I will know...
To hold you tight
And NEVER let you go again
Until we meet again mi Amor
My heart will whisper your name



~DM

Tragic Love Story

Only you and i know the truth of us...
I whisper your name late at night when I lookup at the stars...
Our last kiss remains locked in the deepest depth of my beating heart...
When i close my eyes, take a deep breath in...
Your scent
lingers in the fresh air breeze across my face... .
I know you feel me...
I feel you too...
A love so deep, intense, and penetrating...
Spiritually penetrated by each others souls...
Fingertips losing hold of each other during the storm...

We are a tragic love story...

"Answered Prayers"

"Answered Prayers"

I asked for WISDOM...

and God gave me problems to solve.

I asked for PROSPERITY...

and God gave me brains and the strength to work.

I asked for COURAGE...

and God gave me danger to oveercome.

I asked for LOVE...

and God gave me troubled people to help.

I asked for favors...

and God gave me opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted.

I received everything I needed.

My prayer has been answered.

~(Islamic Origin)

"Loving beyond my capabilities"

"Loving beyond my capabilities"

Do I dare reveal my inner most thoughts?
Let down my walls of coldness Ive mastered in the last 35 years of living
Im not the one to open up, expose, divulge
Years upon years of silence
Lips paralyzed
Speech impaired
Vulnerability my biggest fear
Pride poisons
Ego my venom
crippled by my past
My eyes cry for you
that you will never know
My hearts broken
that you will never know
My lips say, "I love you"
that you will never hear
On bended knees wishing you were back
that you will never see
Thinking about you day and night
that you will never know
wearing your tshirt to bed every night
that you will never see
Me running back saying, "I fucked up"
that you will never hear
A prisoner of my own silence
That I will have to live with...

-DM

Its a new year... taking myself to the next level in all areas of my life. Pushing and challenging myself in the areas that make me uncomfortable. God knows vulnerability is not my forte when it comes to love. I want to be that open, vulnerable, fight for love, on bended knees type of girl I always looked as and judged as weak. It starts now, practice makes perfect and I want to be ready for my NEXT. Going in deeper than I have ever gone. Taking myself to an even higher dimension... "FOREVER" dimension... and it starts now, with myself. The more I express and communicate it now... the easier it will be once the time comes to say it from my lips... it will flow freely instead of walking out on the one I love cause my EGO and PRIDE. Refuse to make that same mistake again... all about that next level shit! Lets do it! Im ready! :::brushing off shoulder::: Evolving........................ beautifully :)